Back to work and I hate it...

Well, I went back to work last Thursday and it was absolutely horrible leaving her! Even though I was leaving her with my mom I still cried. I am so lucky to have both sets of parents so close by so that we won't have to put Charlotte into a strangers care. What I miss the most about not being at home during the day is just being able to sit and hold Charlotte and just stare at her. *sigh* Looking at a picture is just not the same. Another downside is I don't get to take a nap during the day anymore. Makes for a long tiresome day....